but not for looooooooooooooooong! =D

yes yes yes. I have a date w/ Paul tomorrow night! EEK! we are going to the movies... Im excited.

but our window is still broken... which means its still open.... which means it still freezing. Ill stop there. you should have the idea by now

highly suggested website: cuteoverload.com    youll cry stars. hah. yeah ( Read more... )

soooooooooooooooooooooo

I went to a party last night. got wasted. (w00t w00t). met a kid named Paul. he has a lip ring *sigh* he is an excellent kisser as well =D hehehehe. I talked to him today online.... he asked if it was ok if he called me sometime. awwwwwwwww. he is such a cutie. he even has a teenie tiny lisp. its cute. he is a little bit ( Read more... )

lately, Ive been feeling kinda lonely & outta place. like I dont know where or who I belong with. I want someone to belong to. Dan/God was here today.... =D that was awesome seeing him again. it made me realize I missed him. I feel at home when Im w/ him. my type of ppl. I can be myself w/ him. I dont have to impress him. we love the same music, & ( Read more... )

I broke up w/ Jordan.

why? hah good question.

RIPPING OUT HEARTS & TAKING NAMES SINCE 1986!

(translation-I suck at commitment)

sooooooooooo........

I havent danced the past 2 days... somehow I hurt my ankle. grrrrrrr.

havent seen "walker" not sure if thats good or bad hah.

discovered I love Jordan....

thats all hehe

( SING ALONG! )

so last night I saw this guy at FFC. total emo. god he was GORGEOUS! hahaha he had the black longish hair, a labret peircing, plugs w/ spikes.... oh god. so after drooling over him all of dinner, I went over & talked to him! EEK!!!!!!!!!!! I was shaking sooooooooooooo bad! (allie made me do it hehehe). I was like: Im going to be a complete idiot ( Read more... )

They say that the first cut is the deepest, But I disagree. It's not the depth that matters, It's the healing process. It's easier to move on and forget when it's a clean cut. But when things are messy, or aren't dealt with right, it leaves room for infection. An infection that keeps coming back, no matter how hard you try to get rid of it, No ( Read more... )

AAAAAUUUUUUUUGGGGGGGGGGHHHHHHHHHHH!!!!!!!!!!!!

ok. so the org plan was to go back to gvsu today. that changed. we had plans to maybe stop by fifelake to meet jordan. but since Im not heading back today, my mom awford (I cant fucking spell-fuck off) to drive me to kalkaska where I could meet up w/ jordan & his friend or whatever. nope. thats not ( Read more... )

I miss my girls...

I miss GVSU...

I CANT WAIT FOR TONIGHT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

( something to make up for the scaryness )

WHO LOVES MUSCLE RELAXERS?!

BETH DOES!!! BETH DOES!!!