Im getting rid of my lj.

apparently my thoughts cause too many problems.

I dont have time for this shit.

suddenly the computer always shit loads of pop-ups... hmmm. & most of it is porn =/ no thnx. Im not looking for sex buddies in my area ( Read more... )

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Im back @ GVSU

Beth + GVSU = <333

yeah Im back to myself again. I am single again. it was my doing, no suprise there ( Read more... )

Im back in Beth mode... idk if thats good or not. hah.

new layouts, new user pic, new name, new boytoy hahaha...  god, Ive been crazy lately. I have extreme highs & lows. like woah. yeah. but its the scurvey. but Im so ADD lately. I cant sit still. I get worked up so easily. its probably good Im w/ Paul. He is a pretty chilled out kinda guy. he ( Read more... )

Im finally mentally ready for competition this weekend. depressing Post Secrets helped out a lot.... hah

brace yourselves....


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thats right. I have scurvey. but dont worry, its only means I dont have enough vitamin c. so anyway. Im a real pirate now! hehe

but Im kinda bummed out today. I had an audition & I thought I did really good. heh I was one of the 1st people cut. I wanted to be in Patrick's piece so bad. I felt amazing doing it. everyone said I did really good. so ( Read more... )

youre always in my thoughts. you never left my heart. even though you caused so much damage Im still here... still waiting... if you got your act together everything would be fine. we could be us again... but I know it will never happen. so I live each day in sadness and hate, pretending you mean nothing to me. if it were only true...

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