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i still got the seed...
so its back to this. its back to where someone means something to you, but you know in your heart you mean not nearly the same to them. and in the end your just gonna drown. but you would, you would drowned for them its nothing new. all the pain that they make you feel and they are unaware of it as you smile and tell them thwey are the best. what ( Read more... ) -
thinking
I still stand here alone.... and i still wonder how it could be.. what it would have been. if you were still here.. if i could still reach out for you...if i could look into your eyes again...once more...just one more time.. I find you in my dreams when they scare me..your face appears..and everything scary fades away..its like i need you..i always ( Read more... ) -
how can i begin to describe this annoyance.
Why must we all claim to be more than what is there to see in plain sight ( Read more... ) -
Writer's Block: What Makes You Feel Sexy?
Dancing. When i am dancing i feel like i might be sexy. When i workout and i see my body improve, i feel sexy.
When i just get out of the shower and i am refreshed i feel sexy.
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My darling.
You have a choice, A choice to live... or a choice to die.
i personally feel that you should choose to live because it is not FAIR.
You fucking break my heart.
Suicide. wtf. no fuck you.
you hurt me.
your words hurt me.
you knwo there are people who didn't choose to die.
but they did.
so STFU.
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Dear , A boy.
You don't Have to do ANYTHING for me ok. I don't need you to make me feel happy, or show me the world, in fact i don't care what you do for me. Your gonna hurt my feelings regardless of what you do, but i am already aware of your nature and what you are. I know perfectly well you are no good to want. you make me destruct. You confuse me you ( Read more... ) -
R.i.p Justin. <3
I just want you to know that you are the reason i ever wanted to wake up in the morning, because i knew i would be able to talk to you. Talking to you was my favorite part of everyday. I want you to know that I was just too stubborn to look at you and directly tell you how i felt about you. Those poems i wrote for you were exactly my feelings, i ( Read more... ) -
feelings
some nights i sit in disbelief but realize there is nothing but evidence there to support the truth. and my mind goes insane processing what it doesn't wan't to believe.
