Maybe Dustin is trying to show me that he just doesnt like me anymore, perhaps he just doesnt want to come out and say it (hes never been good at just saying how he feels)But I mean 3 wks ago it was all, Amy I love you so much, I made such a big mistake, All I need is one more chance....and for 2 wks he made me feel like he meant all that. Now...I ( Read more... )

Hello. Well I guess I should start with Jeremy. This week has been strange. Hes been really really nice to me. Im not gonna lie I miss him, I miss the "comfort zone". I miss a lot about him. I dont know why Im feeling this way, not sure. I just know that I never in a million years meant to hurt him. Although the entire world believes that I did so ( Read more... )

Ive always loved him. I'll always love him. I dont know how to stop it. I dont want to. But i feel it. I dont know why but I do. Im headed for it again...heartbreak hell. I know it, maybe thats not fair but I do. I feel it.Its just something thats there. Its something i keep squishing into the ground with my feet hoping it will bury itself beneath ( Read more... )

The Buccaneer Bonanza was yesterday and the article covering it is on the front page of the region section in the Danville Register & Bee! Everything went great, Iam very proud of myself and all of the cadets who took part in this event, I couldnt have been much more pleased with all of this. Yesterday was my birthday as well, 17 now. I dont know ( Read more... )

Hello everyone! Life has been so hectic this wk. I have sooo much to talk about soo when I get back tonight from being with Dustin I will make a point to tell you all about ALL OF THE DRAMA that has occured with me this wk. Saturday is the Buccaneer Bonanza, it is amazing how fast that thing crept up on me. I HOPE AND PRAY IT GOES WELL....I HAVE ( Read more... )

This is what I wrote yesterday sitting in class bored to death with Chemistry. After this little typo I will type how I am feeling as of today ( Read more... )

Well where do I start this one? Jeremy and I broke up Monday but of course if youre reading this then u prob know me pretty well and already knew that. I broke his heart thus breaking mine in the process. Now I dont have a clue where the pieces are. It hurts me so bad and I wish I could end this, go back to him and everything be ok but yet there is ( Read more... )

Life. Wow what a word. I dont think I'll ever be able to define it. Maybe its not suppossed to be defined. Man, I was happy all sitting in my comfort zone with nobody bothering me and I wasnt bothering anyone. I say happy, but what I happy? or just numb to everything? I mean after a yr and 5 months I guess its understandable to just become numb.Im ( Read more... )

Hello everyone! I know that it has been ages sense I have written in this thing. I stay extremley busy! Rotc keeps me going going going and I feel like I barely have time to breathe...some days I feel as though I need a life flight out of the United States to somewhere exotic and my cares will just be tossed away. Yea right. This whole senior year ( Read more... )

I had no idea how hectic it was gonna be after school started back. ROTC is KILLING ME and Iam XO until MAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I have hardley had time to breathe much less do anything else. On top of that my classes are much harder than I had originally anticipated & I registered for all my dance classes today (that excites me though ( Read more... )