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Got fat, got angry, started hating myself
Wrote birthday boy for you babe
Now Im skinny and sick and paranoid
Without a cent to my name

- Ween :D

today's been a classic fat day. you know...you can feel how fat you are at all times even when you're just standing still and for some reason you're constantly reminded of it. clothes don't fit right, everything's uncomfortable, even music doesn't sound as good. plus i get in a sour mood around my family especially my mother. she always finds a way ( Read more... )

so. i deleted all my previous entries because my sister found me on livejournal somehow and well obviously most of my posts were of a 'fat' nature so i had to purge my journal. but i'm back and i hate school :) and my mom hid the scale yesterday. grrrrr

erased