my secret?

its true.
those songs that were made up.
they have no idea how right they are

but i dont think ill ever get the strength to tell him that
but they are right. 
its going to be such a waste if he never knows

so i hope i can figure out a way to tell him

 its okay that shes a bitch.
and its okay that she doesnt care
and its even okay that she is an ass about the whole thing
cause as long as i can be the bigger person 
and as long as i can be the one to wake up every day knowing i did right with this whole thing
then i won.
and you know what, id say i won all along

its been so long ( Read more... )

i dont think i can do this anymore.

i talked to bobby today. and yesterday. :)

so i got the job.

start tomorrow

so i faced the facts that i will do horrible on the science final ( Read more... )

so i decited im done chasing guys
i need to concentrate on me i think
people are going to disapoint you
and i get that
but what happens one day if you wake up
and you find out that you are the disopintment

i regreat every last bit of it.
done to the last phone call

i thought i had it all figured out.
i guess i never really knew it at all.
its funny, how i run back to my past.
i mean after everything too.
all the pain and everything.