So today is my 21st birthday and i am super excited ( Read more... )

I am beyond tired of never being heard. never being understood. I wanna move i am sooooo tired of being here. I am so tired of depending. I just want it all over with. I am tired of feelign lonely in a room full of people. I want to feel lonely ALONE... so then at least my world would make sense ( Read more... )

so lj i have slacked off. i feel like i have been living life and havent had time to stop and record. but i know that when reading back i am totally going to hate myself ( Read more... )

So to update the last journal... i did end up getting a job yay me! i start monday. sooo i am enjoying the last bit of freedom i have and then being a slave to the work world. Anyways its a job as an office assistant in a battery sales warehouse. I guess its something. not much ( Read more... )

I am having the feeling of the need to over achieve... i am happy that my break is going well and i am nearing the end of this break and i think i allotted the correct amount of time to take this break. I said i would relax and step back and reevaluate my life. Though i have not succeeded in figuring what i really want to do yet. But i can say that ( Read more... )

so exciting... its been one month since i started and def. i can see improvement... in my body structure, strength and the ability and ease of doing some of the tricks! I am sooooo happy!

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so today was such a better invert and i got a Gemini into Scorpio. obviously it could better but this is sooo amazing ( Read more... )

i inverted for the first time!! it wasnt impressive or anything but i did it!!!! i am sooooo excited. i did it like 2 mins ago!!!

i am sooooooo happy

So hopefully thru the year i will be able to update positively about my progress trying to do new things and overall do me ( Read more... )

I am sooo happy my skills are on point. its a week tomorrow that i have had my pole and i am getting better every day ( Read more... )