Ihate finishing a book... it always makes me so asd. and i keep picking books where the ending comes out of no where and yes its still a happy ending but its not the happily ever after ending i was expecting ( Read more... )

still just in love with life right now. It so bitter sweet. I am half waiting for it all to fail, for it to disapoint me ( Read more... )

my pole is finally up! so excited. and i already am getting the hang of the carousel :) excitement. I put it up last night at like 3 am lol. but today my body is too exhausted to get on it.... i am soo sad about that. I just want to go and practice and get super good at it!

soon enough.

I need to go take a nap lol

Having that feeling again. Like your in love with life and its is truly the love of your life. You sit there and stare at its gorgeous face and think there is no way he is real, and no way he is urs. OOh lifehow in love i am, infatuated to a destruct end. All you will do disappoint me like always... its not your fault. its natural to fall out of ( Read more... )

i hate when a boy likes me i automatically go into liking mode. I probably didnt think about this person ever yet when i notice "signs" of them liking me i cant stop thinking about them. Its sooo annoying lol. Then its so confusing. do i really like them? do i just like their attention, or am i just feeding them back the energy that they are giving ( Read more... )

I am at a loss. I am torn between making money, hesitation, jealousy, and drive ( Read more... )

Hello world! hello live journal its is official we have started the next decade ( Read more... )

so its the last day of 2009 and i just want to say... see you on the other side.

:)

i am in love. It was love at first sound.... Melody gardot

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So i dont usually make a new years resolution. Most of the time i just wish to be happy because its to hard and tricky to want anything else ( Read more... )