I am seeing more and more, in all aspects of my life, that the only thing that really works is being real... being honest enough to acknowledge what I think, and trusting myself. I have never felt so free, or so happy. This is so strange, because it's so simple, but I had to go through so much to get here. And I'm loving it. You should try it

I desperately wish I could forgive those who have hurt me... but I promised that I wouldn't... because when you let it go and let them in you are letting it happen again and again ( Read more... )

ha my last entry was so insane that I had to privatize it... it would have caused at least 3 people to rethink their decision to live and I just can't have that on my conscience ( Read more... )

summer is over but in it's place is the outline of something which could become something really incredible if I choose to go about it the right way. but i learned so much this summer- about me, about other people, about the way things work... haha that's so broad but i still think that it's all true... and i know that i don't have to be sad about ( Read more... )

You looked straight at me ( Read more... )

Oh man last night was sooooo great i don't even know... but i felt bad cuz amy was sad. i told her when she comes back from her trip she will see things differently... not cuz things will have changed but because she will have had time away... I dunno that is just my experience ( Read more... )

Never... but it is in some cases as pointed out the other day over fro yo... not that we were discussing me... but it still applies, so let's go for it: talking with A. and V. and decided that although we usually anticipate bad things to happen, they ususally don't. Which is weird. Obviously it's just so we're not let down... but wow that's a ( Read more... )

Oh, it's all true ( Read more... )

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