How the fuck can I possibly want to be with someone who hurt me as bad as he did? He's an idiot. and we are so not right for eachother in so many ways. But so perfect in so many others. What the hell am I going to do.
My brain says wake up loser he will hurt you again.
But my heart says... give him another shot.

This is redic!

I don't let it bother me.
But other times.
It hits me like a ton of bricks.
Like right now.

I fucking miss my best friend.
What happened.
Where did you go?
I miss you Kelly Shannon Boscoe.
And I need some fucking closure.

It's almost Christmas time ( Read more... )

This is going to be a whole bunch of gibberish probably. I am just trying to sort my life out ( Read more... )

        I got a tattoooo! Definitely hurt, but was so worth it. I am in love with it. My mom is going to see it for the first time in a few hours. This will be interesting ( Read more... )

I am so annoyed. I had a whole entry written out only for it to dissappear ( Read more... )

I haven't updated this thing in forever.
Let's fix that.

So since August. I moved out of my house and started college. I cannot even explain how crazy it was to transition from being an only child and living at home to living with four strangers. But it's working out pretty well so far. I got lucky as far as roommates go for the most part. ( Read more... )

I keep saying, "I have to update this."
But I honestly don't know what to write.
So much is running through my head right now.
I have been so hyper lately.
I can't even sit still, or get my mind to sit still long enough to write this.
Hopefully things will make sense soon.

6.26.07
Rest in Peace girlies.
Sometimes life isn't fair.

On a lighter note, 
NYC is comming up fast.
We leave Monday! :)
I have today off.
Kathy Griffin is the funniest person ever.
The end.

Graduations in a few days.
Surreal.
I miss my Crystal Barn friends.
Haven't seen them in forever.
I'm hungry.
I don't like working all the time.
I don't like Johnny Rockets..well.. Chuck.
Lots and lots of grad parties comming up.

Oh and, there's this boy..
He's sorta cool. :)