Comments | dancetheorange: The dog is farting, it's gross.

dancetheorange

The dog is farting, it's gross.

Jun 25, 2005 22:34

I was pretty worked up this morning, but I got over it quickly. I need to quit obsessing over disapproval. It's like my only initial reactions to someone not loving something about me are either self-righteousness or self-deprecation. It isn't until later that I think about it, put it into context, and evaluate if that person's opinion really ( Read more... )

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dancetheorange June 26 2005, 19:49:56 UTC

I wanted to stay out of Seattle because of the whole Gay Pride/closed freeway mess, so we went to Point Defiance, but they were having Taste of Tacoma, and a water main burst on the little two-lane road going through Ruston, so yeah traffic was just as bad. But I hadn't been to that zoo since I was probably five or six, so it was cool, all the stuff seemed new.

scjolly June 26 2005, 23:34:13 UTC

You get a gold star! I'm very pround you took the first step towards survival being in your own company. So good job! (besides, I'm coming to town the 14th and then you can do all your socializing with me me and and only me without having to worry about boys. Men. Whatever.

(If you're wondering why I suddenly appear so outspoken on the subject of "time alone-ness", lets just say it's because I realized that the person I love happens to be incredibly adept at saying "Well, really I just want to sleep and then I have to work so I'll call you later and see you when I get a chance" and I either had to deal with it or....deal with it. So I can't exactly go find some other guy to fill the niche, but I don't quite have the niche filled either. Enter improvisation alonetime tactics. It took me two years of heart-break to get a clue, but sometimes (not always, but sometimes) just knowing that someone cares and that you are capable of love is enough to make those long, long TBS Law and Order marathons bareable. Because sooner than not ( ... )

dancetheorange June 26 2005, 23:53:11 UTC

I make it very clear that I don't stand for weeks of silent contactless time. A few days is reasonable, but weeks would have me looking for someone else. Congrats on being adaptable?

SICK! The dog just puked, then ate it's own vomit back up! I totally feel ill.

dancetheorange June 26 2005, 23:54:36 UTC

Oh and PS- THANK GOODNESS YOU'RE COMING TO TOWN!! Though, I did get a nice new higher-paying job, so I should be able to keep my visit promise, but probably August-ish. When do you start school again?

scjolly June 27 2005, 01:23:27 UTC

I start school like the 23rd? Somewhere in the 20's. And August is great! People start coming back and the nightlife picks up.

And yeah, it's been three weeks since we saw each other, even though we've talked about once a week for the past three weeks. Last Friday I called and he was at work so it was like "Hey, um...I'll call you back in a couple minutes" and then I didn't hear from him until 'this' Friday, when I said something like...well you know I'd like to see you again, it's been three weeks and he said something like "Oh my gosh, three weeks? Sorry, I'm like their bitch at work...." (damn workaholic) at which point I said "Well my mother leaves Sunday, so give me a call later this week and we'll do something.

So we better do something. AT LEAST he can't use the whole "You're smothering me" excuse again. Because you know what, I've done everything right this time.

stachen June 27 2005, 02:16:33 UTC

Objectivity is dreamy.