I haven't written so long this is some shit. I haven't kept a journal,since, well since I had a story to tell everyday. I new drama each night. I'm so glad I'm done with that. Now it's just a trial of heartache-the best heartache ever. I miss my friends, and I dont miss all of them. But some of them. Some of them rock, and being with them has been ( Read more... )

This journal entry, it says "event", like this is a day at the beach or something I'm writing about. Lately I've amazed myself, with how much I've been able to convince my own feelings to feel a certain way, rather than the way they WANT to feel. I can just be friends or whatever anybody wants to call it with Jeff and Joe. They are just the kind of ( Read more... )

Okay, so its been over four months since I've written anything in here at all. I don't ever get online anymore, unless its to download music illegaly, of course. So much has changed since the last time I wrote, but I can't belive it's been so long since the "incident" at Mrs. Brown's. This semester has gone by so fast! Each day I'm either at work, ( Read more... )

Can anyone tell me why some people think that just because they are alive and well that they deserve something from the world? I don't understand why a person who has accomplished nothing feels as though they deserve everything of an accomplished person. Money comes from work, privelage comes from being unprivelaged, all these things we see as ( Read more... )

EVERYONE DOES IT!! hahaha!! Look what I found in an article about an "aftershow" Justin did last month at a niteclub after a Justified/Stripped performance ( Read more... )

N.E.R.D. who I am mad obsessed with cause they are so mad talented, The Roots, who rock like hell and some other hiphop/a lil rock/R&B groups will be in Colombus on Sept 9, a Friday. NERD has Pharell, who you might know from individual stuff he's done and The Roots are a really talented group who have guitars n drums, more like a band, but ( Read more... )

I would just like to say how much I appreciate and love all my friends. And anyone that is willing to stand up for me and stick thro shit with me is a great person, and I really thank you for what you've done. Its not often you find a friend that you know you can call whenever you want to hang out or that you know won't laugh at you when you tell ( Read more... )

The one person in the whole wide world I wanna be with more than anyone else ( except Hanna of course...but the damn bitch is straight) I can't. And I lost my chance..maybe. If there was one. I told him that we should just be friends, why be serious when we're so far apart? Which still makes sense to me, it was the way I told him, was bad. Damnit. ( Read more... )

I dont' wanna call myself lost, because i don't think I am. I feel more "misplaced" than anything else. I've been wondering around the office today. And finally weined myself from the one desk I thought I would permanantly have to be sitting at for Kent's office where the summer interns congregate. I go in there and talk and file papers. It's nice ( Read more... )

The next few entries will be friends only - for security reasons, and so I can not feel like I have to censor my journal