hey guys! i got a new journal that is "friends only" because i'm tired of lurkers. so add it!!! orourkes

hey guys! i got a new journal that is "friends only" because i'm tired of lurkers. so add it!!! orourkes

seriously WHAT THE FUCK?

this is SO weiiiiiiiiird! guys have never really "liked me"

i mean, sure there are some here and there. but not like some of my friends who have aguys liking them non stop.

a little over a month...i was going through a REALLY hard time with my guy situation (some of you know the stroy), and jenny bought me this silver ( Read more... )

how do you know if something is worth giving up on everything ( Read more... )

i will find someone who makes me happy.

The last few months I’ve been living with this couple
Yeah, you know the kind who buy everything in doubles
Yeah, they fit together like a puzzle
I love their love and I am thankful ( Read more... )

tonight sucked bad.
seeing people you don't want to see.
fake poeple.
people being assholes.
i HATED tonight.
seeing some poeple was a plus.

people are so fucking stupid.
they deserve eachother.
i'm so much BETTER than that.

i just wish he'd call.

i know when you're sleeping
cause you breathe...
so softly on my neck.

fuuuuuuuuuuuuuck! ughh!

things have been going really good in the "boy" department for me! boys actually LIKE me??? weird. and cool. i guess. i talked to my DREAM BOY on the phone last night for THREE HOURS! he's so cooool! i still can't believe he CALLED me. man. this weekend is going to be righteous! i am happy ( Read more... )

things have been getting better ( Read more... )

i was doing just FINE until i saw him last night. i felt like i was finally making progress. i get there, and i see all his friends, so of course i am worried he may be there also. so i ask his best friend who is also a very good friend of mine if he is there. and he says no. so i feel relieved. i see some people i hadn't seen in a long time and i ( Read more... )

i'm very happy right now ( Read more... )