Had a great weekend. Best in a while because I could just focus on me. Getting little hints of my old self back- the thinking of angles, opportunities, obsessively working through my lists. Erring on the side of planning too much, but that's not a terrible thing right now. Tried totally different things this weekend - working out without weights, ( Read more... )

Yesterday ( Read more... )

Now my favorite TV series. I can never remember any when people ask, but easily Friday Night Lights. Season 5. It's over ( Read more... )

I am going to use live journal as a memory jog from now on. Basically a data dump ( Read more... )

First entry of 2009, I am so bad at keeping this up to date. I guess I'll give it a shot. People have pointed out how bad my memory is, I'll maybe try to use this as a tool to help it out. So I'm with Lena and that's great. Really great. Family seems ok. Sister seems good. Friends, nonexistent. Job, BIG question mark. I'm not really into anything. ( Read more... )

The reason that The Namesake bothers me so much is that I see our family in the story and the characters. And it forced me to think about our future and how we will be in those same situations. I wondered if we would have those same feelings, if I will have memories forever. How many regrets will I have when I am in Gogol's shoes ( Read more... )

I played diablo for at least 2 hours today and I figured out what's going on with that, about four hours later...I've been desperately trying to feel better about myself for a good while now. I think the last time was when I got this job and probably the first 3 months into it, I felt like I was accomplished, like I had proven something to myself, ( Read more... )

A lot happening in the last few weeks. I screwed up at the holiday party, we'll see what happened there. After that, I didn't do much until South Carolina. Gorgeous, I have a small desire to just pick up and move there. If I could keep my salary and get a roommate,  I could definitely afford a 2 bedroom apartment that has ocean views and a nice ( Read more... )

I was leaving work and I ran into one of the guys, Steve. He has a family that lives nearby and he was waiting outside for his daughter. They come up and she starts running toward him and yelling, "Daddy! Daddy!" and she seemed so happy and I was wondering if we ever did that. And it made me think if we had, what ever happened to that. And my ( Read more... )

I turned 25 yesterday. It was a great birthday. I slept, I ate, I saw the people in my life that I love and that was all. That doesn't sound like a bad life. If I have enough money to sleep, to eat and to see the people in my life, what else do I need? I simplified my life to the most basic things. Not to say that I have no other aspirations. I ( Read more... )