Well originally this was in Melanie's journal and was locked so only she and I could see it... but I couldn't do that any longer, and seeing as how I won't ever get to do any of these I guess I can post them on here. This is the list of things I wanted to accomplish before I died ( Read more... )

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Well I guess the title says it all, I just dunno what I want anymore. I am so frustrated with the way things have been the last couple of months, and how things seem to be headed towards a not so great future. Right now the thing that worries me most is the fact that since the beginning of May I've been depressed. I honestly didn't even realize I ( Read more... )

this is so true lmao...

This last month has been a rollercoaster ride of emotions. Honestly sometimes I wonder how I'm still here... THAT'S how emotional I have been. Most of it has been resolved because most of it got talked over, although some might still need to be talked about. One big thing is probably what I talked about today. If someone can answer this PLEASE, ( Read more... )

Well I am insanely bored and lonely so I decided to do some surveys on Quizilla so here they are:


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Well yesterday was not one of my greatest days ever, nor was my weekend.It really would have been nice to know that the orientation was actually this Saturday and not the one that just passed because I could have gone with Melanie to New Hampshire instead of staying here and dealing with bullshit. Well let's see where should I start? Friday, I ( Read more... )

School... School... and more School... It seems as though once again school rules my life. I thought after high school you ruled your own life? Well folks here's a lesson for you: Even after high school, you will still continue to be ruled by school. Honestly if it weren't for the fact that I want to become something that no one in my family has ( Read more... )

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