im at boys moms at the moment. i dunno ive been really emotional lately. kinda shitty. partly cuz im on my period...not that you need to know, but the other part...i just dont know. i just have felt like shit. last night i didnt get a hug from my boy and i was in the truck and randomly burst into tears over it. it was so gay! i hated it. but i felt ( Read more... )

last night was the perfect night. i spent it with the most amazing guy in the entire world and ya know what we did....we sat in a wendys parking lot in my truck from 8:30-11:21...(NOTHING LIKE THAT...) and ya know something...if anything like that did happen, it woulda ruined the night. the night was perfect the way it was. i loved it. i went home ( Read more... )

this entry is basically to sort out my thoughts about my life and love so if u dont feel like reading it or commenting thats fine ( Read more... )

ok...so i deleted my last entry incase any1 has read it already. as far as today....yes it was a VERY SHITTY DAY ( Read more... )

today was a good day for the most part. until lunch when everyone started talking about the marines and i started thinking about all my boys in the service. i miss them. and then i began thinking about *person* and if things do work out with us...hes going into the marines and most likely making a life out of it. im ok with it cuz its what he wants ( Read more... )

right now as far as going to SC August 17th..im not so sure thats going to happen. not because i dont want it to happen, but because i need $15,000 that i dont have, and as of this moment i have no way of getting. i cant get a loan w/o a co-signer and my parents wont sign with me incase anything were to happen they would lose the house.plus they ( Read more... )

im inlove when im not sure if im supposed to be. i gave my heart away when the world sits there and says its wrong. i know its right...i can feel it. ive never felt so sure,but what do i do now? im faced with the biggest and hardest choice of my life so far, and i cant seem to know what to do. i want to climb to the top of the tallest Mt. and ( Read more... )

wow its been awhile! i cant remember when the last time i wrote in this was. jamie... ur the reason im back...u left the damn face of the earth basically and i would've known if i was on LJ. thank god we hung out b4 u left and u told me haha. hope ur tummy is feeling better by the way. *smiles ( Read more... )

The Year 2005 ( Read more... )

so far for vacation ( Read more... )