to lose a family member....i dont know how to describe the feeling. its hard to think it really happend. its hard to accept it happed. is she really gone? yes. but so soon, so suddenly, without any notice, any warning? i love u and u will be missed...
R.I.P. Donna 10-16-05

~*katherine*~

work was ok...except when asshole #1 showed up. yup i havent had 2 see his face in months but boom right there in my face there he was. now he knows where i work. i havent had the LOVELY pleasure of seeing him since last summer when we broke up. but i went out back and brian made me feel better with a smile. i couldnt say anything without freaking ( Read more... )

today its been 4 years since we lost our angel. it feels as if it were yesterday when we were sitting around laughing together. i still can hear the sound of his laugh, and i can still see the sparkle in his eye. he brightend the room whenever he walked in and no matter how shitty of a day i was having, he could bring me from rock bottom to the top ( Read more... )

today wasnt a bad day i guess. there was some confusion...still is. some anger...still is. but its being kept inside and not being shared lol. im watching a movie of my life but im standing on the outside looking in. have u ever done that before? its good to reflect on whats going on, but at the same time it sucks cuz u see it all and cant lie 2 ( Read more... )

i feel like partyn. i dont know why but im in the mood 2 party and have a good time. lol. im a happy girl right now. ive been in a good mood lately, and im just in a mood to go out with my friends and party hard, do some crazy stuff and have fun. lol. homecoming is the 22nd...im thinking that might be a fun weekend hehe. i dont know why i would get ( Read more... )

Write 20 Random Facts About Yourself, Then Tag The Same Number Of People As Minutes It Takes You To Write The Facts. If You're Tagged, It's Your Turn ( Read more... )

relationships....right now i dunno how to describe that word. if i could cut it up into a billion pieces and burn it i would. but at the same time id want to grab ahold of it and hold it as close to my heart as i could and never let it go. it can be amazing and horrible. and let me tell u ive had my share of them both. more so the horrible ones tho ( Read more... )

im happy. i really am happy right now. everything is going ok right now. last night was unbelievably stressful! i had so much anatomy homework that i was doing it for 6 1/2 hours and still only turned it in 80% done. test was today and i was like 'wtf is this?' oh well.....brian wouldnt let me take a break and talk to him tho (thank u cuz if u ( Read more... )

yesterday i worked 8-1. it was a good day. well the work part was well work, but the people part of work was good. i left work, and went home 2 shower etc. when brian got out of work he called and we decided what we were gunna do. it took us awhile to decide what we wanted/could do but we decided we'd go 2 the movies and see 2 movies. a 7:00 and a ( Read more... )

friday~9:00am coffee with daddy, then to the shooting range until 11...then nothing. anyone wanna do anything call me...anatomy homework in there also ( Read more... )