i think i might be depressed ( Read more... )

george made me a sweet video of him because i've been feeling down ( Read more... )

so all i wanted was to be able to see you for 20 minutes today.

too fucking bad for me, eh?

almost breaking up sure is a lot of fun...

i just want things to be normal. i want to feel loved.

this feeling of apathy directed towards me just won't do anymore.

at least it's some form of emotion directed toward me.

when you love someone, show them.

otherwise you'll end up losing them.

we'll see if anything changes. 

i miss the following people a ton ( Read more... )

thursday i threw tyson a cowboy themed birthday party ( Read more... )

i'm sick ( Read more... )

so... i don't sleep anymore ( Read more... )

so all i do is work.

work work work work work.

it pays the bills.

i haven't hung out with 'people' in forever it seems. maybe if i didn't always work 9 days in a row until i get a day off that would change.

the thing is.... does anyone really even miss me?

things are weird ( Read more... )