Dude this shit is really starting to bug me. Like really. Im tired of all the bullshit that I get put through. All the lies and being used. Im tired of guys only wanting one thing from me, and seein how I won't give that up Im basically screwed over in that department. Im just really sick of being told "I liek you" or "Your a really cool girl ( Read more... )

Well its been a while since I wrote in this damn thing!! A quick update....everyone at schhol is fighting and its pretty gay!! CAN'T WE ALL JUST GET ALONG!! I found a date to my prom...my friend Dave from Grand Haven. What a cutie! Today at school was fake your own ingury day for Spring Fling. So I am faking sick and staying home....and my ( Read more... )

I got my prom dress.....wow can we say beautiful!! Im so serious this thing looks so pretty on me. I made my grandma cry when I showed her. Now all I have to do is find a date............

OMG this weekend was alot of fun. Friday I went back up to WHitehall, and I met Greg(oh my god, what a hottie). Even though I didn't get to hang out with him longer than 30 mins friday I was still happy. Then Sat i went to Pinheads with my brother, then called greg and he came and picked us up and we went back to his house. Hung out and met ( Read more... )

Tonight I am gonna have some fun and let loose. I will not let my past bug the crap out of me tonight. I am gonna goto my friend Greg's house and have fun and let loose. His band is gonna play and stuff and IM GONNA HAVE FUN!! lol. Things I think are gonna get better from here on out. I had a serious convo about alot things with a couple of ( Read more... )

Everyday I wonder why the hell these things happen to me. What did i do to deserve all the crap that God has sent my way. I treat people with the upmost respect and i get nothing in return. I try so hard to please whoever I am with and I end up fucked over in the end ( Read more... )

You know what I have noticed ( Read more... )

I love how I find stuff about about people through their livejournal ( Read more... )

FUCK EVERYONE YOU ALL SUCK

I can't stop crying. I wanna leave and never come home. Im tired of gettin used and broken. Tired of being this little play toy for guys. With everyguy I have ever dated or like all they have done is hurt me. David M, Travis, Chris, Cody......and I just met him but he has already used me Justin. Im so fricken tired of this bull shit of a life ( Read more... )