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I've messed HUGE, important things up.
Dear Alex,
I don't know if I love you, but I know I can. I've been contemplating this for the longest time. Before you even knew I liked you I would try to convince myself I didn't, because it was too painful back then to watch you chase after Erica. Now, all the pain is coming from lying to my parents about seeing you.
Don't get me wrong, I care ( Read more... ) -
August 19, 2006
Which was the last time I posted. Sad I know.
Since then I have:
1. I’ve started school.
2. I’ve gotten a boyfriend.
3. I’ve been asked out by a guy who isn't my boyfriend.
4. I’ve gotten a report card.
5. I’ve made the volleyball team.
6. I’ve tried out for several club teams.
7. I’ve procrastinated on school work.
8. I’ve bought the hellogoodbye ( Read more... ) -
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yay! rest of the last entry!
okay. so. i dont really remember what i did the rest of that day. but dinner...was very good. scott made his green chicken and heather made some rice and this sauce thing on the side. nathan got full after a while. so he hid the rest of his chicken in the cabinet so no one would find it and eat it....after dinner we went to go play volleyball in ( Read more... ) -
Thomas O'Malley. O'Malley the alley cat!
so. thursday. it was weird. but now it's okay.
friday. i had a scrimmage. i didnt think i was going to get to play, but then i'm in! woot! i got some pretty good serves. after that i went to the beach. alex was there! yay! i havent seen him in forever. he lives in california. with his girlfriend courtney. how ironic. lol. i'm not suggesting ( Read more... ) -
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kthxbye -
creepy porcelin dolls staring
thats another good band name.
nothing is ever as it seems.
just like the naked eyes say "always something there to remind me" and there is
this morning my mom told me that i HAD to go get a shot or i couldnt go to prep day. so i went and got a shot. we waited the longest time to get it. and it made my arm twitch so it kind of moved the needle and ( Read more... ) -
life is so freaking hectic.
i mean, i feel so rejected. and when i go to the movies i'm and extra wheel, unnoticed, unneeded, and unbalancing the whole equation that is riding a bike. and i am so confused. i can never tell anymore. i hate it. i'm not saying it anymore. i dont think i mean it. and i've thought about it so much and i dont think i want to get into it. i just ( Read more... ) -
THE CONVERSensATION
well i was like "why dont you interrogate mitchell about his gf like you do to me when i just TALK to a guy?" and he was like "well mitchell is just a BOY." and i was like "and the guys i talk to arent?" and he was like "teenagers have raging hormones. do you ever have that feeling? to..." blah blah i forgot the words he used but he was like saying ( Read more... )