I think I know why I have never been really good friends with anyone that has died. My closest has been Natalie, and I think since then I have put it in the back of my head that if you don't depend on someone else, if they pass on, or move away, you won't be as heartbroken. I have distanced myself from many people over the years, I have the ( Read more... )

looks like i'm moving
in about two weeks
i'm scared
i dont think im ready to be a "real" adult

Okay...started writing down various ideas, and things I've written towards my book. I used to use Xanga and I like it so I started a new one. Go leave comments let me know what you think

http://www.xanga.com/Mindless_Matter

I think I went to school for the wrong thing. Damn.

I was told to write a book. What would I write about?

I remember four years ago being sad that I was graduating high school, turning the big 1-8, and feeling like I was never going to see my friends ever again. However, now that I've graduated college and have moved home with the parentals and I find myself having a part of me wanting to go back in time ( Read more... )

I have always associated Spring Cleaning with the act of cleaning out your house, opening windows, dusting the tables off, etc. But today I realized that Spring Cleaning actually goes outside of the house and into mother nature. Now with this realization the rest of this may be a hippie, mother nature loving, tree hugging kind of entry but that's ( Read more... )

I am moving home May 12th, as much as I don't want to. I'm 99% sure I'm working at Hannaford, as much as I don't want to. This sucks not having a job, not having money, and realizing how much I truly have in loans. I went to a loan meeting last night and I was really not a happy camper about it all ( Read more... )

I graduated from PT last friday. YAY!!!! I am so excited about it, but am sad that I don't have a workout schedule three times a week anymore. So now I have to go to the gym on my own....and I just did it today haha. Lazy ass that I am ( Read more... )

My T.E.N.S. unit. I can't stop using it. It feels like a mini massage ... most of the time. Except for the times that it makes my muscles twitch uncontrolably and my whole upper body moves. But none-the-less I love it ( Read more... )

Meeting new people is always so exciting. I have a date tomorrow (yay) and I always forget how nerve racking first dates can be. What do I wear? How do I do my hair? What do we talk about? Am I going to get food stuck in my teeth? Will it be horribly awkward ( Read more... )