Good Evening the Maine Stay Inn, How May I help You?

[dancinangel04]

so this job offers a lot of time for self-reflection and people watching. it is here that i often wonder, what am i doing with my life? where am i going with it? when i graduate, what do i want to do with my time and my degree? do i want to jump right into the work force and labor? or do i want to travel and take a year off and take those

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[livingforme]

i hope you do finally take the opportunity to do the things that make you happy in life, and enjoy your time rather than being so worried about getting enough hours and making enough money. no one is plotting to "get you" behind your back, but your paranoia isn't totally unfounded i suppose. in all honesty, some of us are worried/frustrated about your relationship with lagasse, but don't know how to talk to you about it, or josh, and aren't sure what our place is as far as being friends with hattie also and whether or not to tell her about how much you two hang out, etc. anyway, it's not really any of our business i suppose, but that's the one thing that i know has been talked about recently, which might be your source of paranoia.

[dancinangel04]

and i think it is. and i think i guess we should have a talk. because in all honesty there's NOTHING going on and I wish people would believe us. Plus, I think he hangs out with Julie more than myself. But I know no ones supicious of that because they don't have a past like we do, and I understand that. I just wish people would believe me when I say nothing happens. I feel horrible about what I put Hattie through and never want to do that to her again. But at the same time, I'm not going to stop hanging out with Josh.
I also wish people would just talk to me.
And since Spring Break Ive hung out wtih Josh three or four times. Including last night.