i am really excited for summer. even tho i'm going to work two jobs again and never have any money and never have any free time. i want to do the following this summer ( Read more... )

I GOT MY BACKHANDSPRING BY MYSELF LAST NIGHT!!!!! YAY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i dont know if im coming back next year. im failing stats, and with one test and a project left to salvage my grade to higher than a D....i think im fucked and gonna be a college drop out or something. idk. but im so scared not to come back. if i dont finish college...im deemed as a failure in my mind ( Read more... )

is it bad that im still wondering if college is the right place for me? or what do i want to do with my life?
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signing up for Junior classes regardless of the fact that 1. i dont wanna be here 2. im homeless for next year and 3.im wasting my money

So this weekend i got a taste of a life that i've never really experienced. I lived on a farm for the weekend, my roomie's actually. its a dairy farm where they have close to 200 cows. mostly holstead *black and whites* 2 Swiss *they are all brown* and a few red and whites. anyways, Buckland Mass is a town MUCH smaller than anthing i've ever been ( Read more... )

the past couple of days have been GORGEOUS! so gorgeous that i went for a 4 mile walk two days ago with Erin and Kerri. Yesterday about a two mile walk with Erin, then layed out. And today, I spent a little over 3 hours outside getting sunny and doing homework. I caught up on my reading for Metaphysics YAY GO ME! and i have some new color. I burned ( Read more... )

so clearly i suck at life. i have an F in stats and am "advised" to drop it. tomorrow is the last day i can do it without academic penelty. but really, all i need is a D to pass and get my credit. I dont know what to do. should i drop it and then take it at YCCC during the summer at night? Or would that be a waste of money? I do need to get my act ( Read more... )

so last night, it being the officially last night of Spring break....Beth, Bob, Aubrey, Jen and I went to P-town adn went to The Lost Bear. it was acute place. and we had a lot of fun. they were all sharing their stories. a party in ptown where ppl were passed out wtih needles in their arm, some guy getting stabbed nad the house across the street ( Read more... )

I still don't know what i want to do with my life. i'm think maybe human resorce management now...who knows? but i do know that i did something majorly different, in my mind. i completly went against my parents and got my belly button pierced. which made me literally sick with the guilt of hiding it. i then cut off all of my hair today. its short, ( Read more... )

am i a person who dwells in the past too much? not wanting to take that step forward and continue living on? continue loving another person the way that i loved him? i've started seeing two different guys since Him. one completly freaked out on my and he's done. idk he just isnt my type i guess. and then the other is pretty chill. i mean he even ( Read more... )