im expecting anyone will read this, i just needed to say it.

things suck
i just want to be back in 8th grade, or even freshmen year for that matter. im tired of having people ask me where i want to go to college and what i want to major in, because frankly i dont know! and really, i dont care.  i cant even imagine myself being old, being an adult, ( Read more... )

i love how friends dont mean shit to some people...tight

tears are running ah running down your breast
and your friends baby they treat you like a guest
don't you want somebody to love
don't you need somebody to love
wouldn't you love somebody to love
you better find somebody to love

soooo im really proud of myself...
for chem we are allowed one note card(front and back) for the final

check it...


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well i guess im starting the new year on a lonely note...but thats life

im sick of school
two weeks until finals
i want to be a senior NOW
i need a job=money
i want to know who the freaking cast for the drama II play is
(its peter pan by the way...excited)
i want to see my old parks friends
i want to go to arics show (feb 22 the alley everyone should ( Read more... )

and once again christmas has let me down...not to my surprise

you can always count on the tovar family to fuck up christmas and make you want to roll up in a ball in the corner and die.

fuck christmas man...  

sooo my trip to mexico was funnn...i went to my dads high school reunion and saw a lot of my famliy (whom are crazy, but it makes me laugh).

sooo here are a few pictures...(very few)

( oooo crazy mexicans.... )

                                                             im going to mexico on friday...
                                                    and some how i always seem to get sick there
                                           i must accidentally swallow some water in the shower
                                 maybe when im brushing my teeth... ( Read more... )

It was in the march of the winter I turned 17
that I bought those pills
I thought I would need
and I wrote a letter to my family
said it's not your fault
and you've been good to me
just lately I've been feeling
like I don't belong
like the ground is not mine to walk upon
and I've heard that music
echo through the house
where my grandmother drank
by herself
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Accentuated by the mobile dungeon of fluorescence
As I fall out of love, this wasn't supposed to happen
Not according to you

Please don't allow your voice to fade
Don't fall so weak to fault or blame
To give yourself reason for an end

so today i have my second job interview.

the first was at starbucks but the weird college kids (one whom looked like daria) got the job instead. i was sad but i wasnt expecting to get the job anyway.

today i have my 2nd interview with jamba juice. i hope i dont screw up.

wish me luck, i guess ill need it.