I am having my surgery tomarrow, I dont think that I have ever been soo scared in my whole life....please pray for me.

Thursday I went clubbin with my sister,josh <3, and his friend. Erin called me right at 12:00 and wished me a happy b-day, that was really cool. So we got to the club and I got in free! heck yes! It was way tooo crowded though. Kelly and I got up on stage and worked it...then some black girl standing next to me got completely naked for $100. It was ( Read more... )

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I wanna go do some dancing....


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So school has been going alright I met some new people and thats cool, I have never been really good at talking to new people but I think that I have not been as shy as I normally am... I am even raising my hand in class instead of just sitting there knowing the answer to something, but still hoping the professor wont call on me. Heck I even did my ( Read more... )

Today was the first day of my second year of college. I am getting closer and closer to the end thank God! It is going okay a little lonely. I am at school from 9am till 10pm on Tues and Thurs woo. Then I work every other day of the week, no days off for this girl. My math teacher's name is Wang haha so that was kinda cool. I am going camping with ( Read more... )

life is no so friendly...

I sit through these frickin days like I am watching myself from a corner far away... I hate that I miss everything all the time and that I have to feel so unimportant all the time. Its real cute not having anyone to tell your dreams to and no one to lay your head on and fall asleep...I hate myself more and more with each thought of hating myself, ( Read more... )

So my sisters are both offically moved out, it is werid. And my sister took her computer and all the cords, therefore I cannot hook my laptop up to the internet oh well no big deal, I guess her boyfriend is making a computer for my dad...probably to suck up to him a little bit. I am at the library right now and some little boy is singing next to me ( Read more... )

so it is allisons 19th birthday today and I wanted to wish my best friend a happy happy happy birthday!!


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