I really need out...they are driving me nuts ( Read more... )

So it is really nice when your mom comes up to you and says "wow, ugh you really look crappy" and gives you a discusted look...so needless to say I've spend the majority of the day in my room avoiding them again. And they seriously wonder why I never want to be home? Yeah I really want to stay home just to see them wasted, sounds like a sweet night ( Read more... )

So I am just really in a great mood. Today was nice, certainly a picnic day. I slept till noon for once in my life, hung out at home in my pjs, I went to work, and then over Eli's house to watch "Ray ( Read more... )

So I went to work today and that was kind of fine, I was really happy that the mean girl, huber was sent home early, that kind of made my day a little better ( Read more... )

I had a really nice day ( Read more... )

Well goodnight to another uneventful day...I feel I am so boring. No wonder really why I have no one to share my days with I dont even want to share my days with myself...so here I am frozen in time, watching the days go by as if they were the second hand and a wall clock, wishing they would slow down just a bit so I could catch up. So many ( Read more... )

this is kind of sad :(

freakin bob sagit jese oh petes

I had a sad day...I feel empty I blame it on the usual drunken parents. I wish that I had someone right now that could hold me close and tell me everything is going to be alright. But here I stand lonely and blank, waiting for something that is appearently never going to come and save me. I need an escape from this unhappiness.

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I hate that I am so sad right now, when I should be filled with happiness...I went to amandas wedding shower and it was so cute. I just cant help but feel sad that I am so full of love, but no one to give my love to. Maybe if I were more outgoing and more attractive. I find no better reason to be though...I am who I am. I guess I am just lonely. I ( Read more... )