IM SO FUCKING SICK OF EVERYTHING RIGHT NOW! IM SICK OF PEOPLE! IM SICK OF SCHOOL! IM SICK OF EVERYTHING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! my mom keeps saying to me that if i get a D again in my drawing class then im not going to be going to ccs anymore! MAYBE I SHOULDNT! it seems like that ever since ive been at school ive been so distant with everyone. i cant ( Read more... )

ok so i havent written in this thing in forever. theres too much to update on.

i had my last day of my first semester of college today. i did it. i survived. lol. now only 4 and half more years lol.

so ive been thinking lately..... i think i might wanna model. this is so totally random and i feel like people are going to laugh in my face but i think ( Read more... )

I cant do this anymore

Nope

Uh uhh

One question......

Why the fuck is this happening to me?

What did I do? (ok so two questions)

Everything is just so wrong in my life.

Its disgusting

NO ONE EVER TELLS ME ANYTHING ANYMORE

I FEEL LIKE IM LOSING EVERYTHING THAT I HAVE GAINED IN THE LAST 4 OR 5 YEARS OF MY LIFE!!!!!

i feel alone

i cant help but wonder if im just..... second best now

ok so today i went to church then i went with my friend, her dad, and my mom and dad to Harsens Island and we went jet skiing. omg its SOOO much fun!!!! its a little tricky at first but after a while you get used to it. but yeah... i really liked it ( Read more... )

wow. it seems like i havent written in this forever. i guess i just need to write stuff. i dunno.

i need to find someone. anyone. i need to meet new people. not in the sense of i want to lose the people i know now, i just want to meet people. thats why i am so excited for college. im not excited for the crap load of work, but im excited to be in a ( Read more... )

WHAT IS WRONG WITH SOME "PEOPLE"!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY ARE "PEOPLE" SO STUPID!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY DO "PEOPLE" ACT LIKE A COMPLETE IDIOT!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

WHY DO "PEOPLE" USE SO MANY OF THESE "!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!" WHEN THEY TYPE???????

IS THEIR LIVES THAT INTERESTING ( Read more... )

People amaze me sometimes. How they can change in an instant. When they can listen to one person but then when it comes to listening to someone else, they give a "fuck off" attitude. It amazes me how many people don't care. It amazes me how people say they love you, and they don't. It amazes me how people are ok with being used. It amazes me how ( Read more... )

i honestly dont think that anyone knows how i feel. ive liked him for so long, and i keep trying and i keep failing and i want to give up and think he's not worth my time but then i feel like we were supposed to have something.