so i've decided that i should start writing in this thing again...sometimes it helps just to write things down in order to think through them clearly because i can write how i feel, walk away, and a few days later read it again cold and objectively and see how i react since in the spur of the moment i tend to act off of emotions and not reason ( ( Read more... )

so i was curious and went online and found some relatively in depth ADD screening tests (i can NOT pay attention in class and day dream waaay too much so i was curious) and all 3 screening tests told me the same thing: have a very high probability of having Inattentive Type ADD....haha, could explain some stuff ( Read more... )

Emotional risks aren't something you want to take, and you may feel insecure about sharing your love with anyone else. As a result, you may feel vulnerable and raw. This year, learn how to overcome fears and trust your higher self to find the perfect relationship for you. In the springtime, you may be ready for a new relationship. You will be going ( Read more... )

i'm back to the "i'm confused about life and i don't know which way is up" feeling again...haha, isn't it funny how boys can sometimes do that to ya?

-nik

sometimes i wish my mind, my heart, and my gut intuition could all come to the same decision at the same time instead of playing these games with me...haha ( Read more... )

Pisces Feb 19 - Mar 20
You're swinging like a pendulum on a broken clock. One minute things couldn't be greater with your love life, the other you're in the pits of despair. Even out! The truth is at neither one extreme nor the other.

hmmmm...interesting...

i know we've all read this before, but i'm, always looking for it and losing it, so i'm posting it here:

Ode to the Nice Girls
This rant was written because a nice girl finally snapped.

I've read the tribute to the nice guys; this is my response.

This is my tribute to the nice girls. To the nice girls who are overlooked, who become friends ( Read more... )

haha, i found this on some website and edited it so it's only the ones that apply to me :p (only proving my band dorkiness even more, haha ( Read more... )

well, i haven't updated in a really long time, have i? well, here goes ( Read more... )

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