how do people do the whole "moving on" thing? I will never for the life of me know how I have all these friends who come out of relationships and move on after 3 months and are well into another relationship. Why can't I do that? why does everything have to affect me so deeply that it takes years for me to shrug it off and not feel the pain from it ( Read more... )

I'm in Tempe now. its not the greatest place, but at least its not L.A. so that thought helps. I do enjoy Scottsdale though, its like the pretty parts of L.A. without mean people and the amazing shopping. I can't handle the heat up here either. I have been trying to start a running regimen every morning but it never gets below 85 degrees, how do I ( Read more... )

I'm tired of marinating in my sadness. I had a million people yesterday ask me if I was ok. its humiliating and I just feel so ashamed ( Read more... )

can't wait till the day I don't miss him anymore. will you guys celebrate with me when I can honestly and wholeheartedly say "I don't love you larry ( Read more... )

...I miss him one day, the next day I don't care. why ( Read more... )

I've submitted my resume and applied everywhere in east pheonix and so far I've only gotten 1 interview and the guy that interviewed me had a dry personality and wasn't really prepared. I hope I don't get that job ( Read more... )

something tells me I need to leave tucson asap ( Read more... )

I was snooping around on myspace and larry's brother is still on my friends so I stalked his friends. there's pics of larry at his friend jons air force academy graduation which was a month ago or so. He looks so..i dunno...just not happy. all his smiles are fake and forced..it was just really bad. It reminded me of when I met him, back when he ( Read more... )

It would stop raining...I need to go for a run so bad. My life seems to be lacking so much lately. I spent most of my day with my mother and she drove me insane! she freaked out because I didn't drive the routes that she wanted me to drive so she threw a tantrum at me and started threatening me all over the place! yay...I lead an exciting life, don ( Read more... )

I hate myself right now ( Read more... )