she began to die, indiana thats not right....

i'm sick and tired of everything. life is wearing me down. i work 40 something hours a week, never have time to hangout really, my boyfriend spent the last 2 hours getting mad at me for working so much and not seeing him enough, my mom has been in the hospital and all this time no one stops to ask if i'm ok. it seems like life is passing me by and ( Read more... )

something isn't right. i don't know what it is but i feel homesick and i haven't left. i'm always looking for a way out, even if i'm happy. i just want to be happy but i always feel like somethings missing or not right. hopefully one of these days i'll pinpoint the problem ( Read more... )

this has been a hard couple days for me. it seems like i can't go without tearing up or crying and i hate crying because it makes me feel vulnerable. long story short- it looks like my prodigal sister might return, well not literally bc her husband doesn't want to leave utah but she is starting to talk to us again. i've pretended to hate her for ( Read more... )

i'm surprisingly sad for some reason. i don't know what it is. maybe the lack of sleep, which is really bugging me. its like something is keeping me awake and i feel like crap.

last night was fun. lee and eric got back from camping so we drove out to charlestown and went to this old abandoned house. it was really creepy. its too bad it was boarded up bc i wanted to go inside. eric said the one door could be broken off easily so we should go back. on the way back we planned our silverhills camping trip for this summer. i'm ( Read more... )

last night was soooo much fun! i didn't realize how much i missed blake, chris, and heather!! blake pat and i headed off to waffle steak first and blake ate and then we headed up to chris's house and we talked and hung out and watched some of ninja turtles but blake and pat had to get up early so we headed home. we hung out at blake's for a while ( Read more... )

1. Who was the first person u talked to in 06? michael, since we were lying on his bed when the ball dropped ( Read more... )

crunchwrap+ my "anonymous" team go tip call+ thunderstorms are starting to make this day a little better.

to my tipster- you are amazing hahaha i laughed so hard for like 20 minutes after your warning call. i <3 <3 <3 you!!!

last night sucked. i made the mistake of driving past a pissed off cop and he pulled me over and yelled at me and said i was going A LOT faster than i really was and then he yelled at me some more and gave me a ticket ( Read more... )