NEW JOURNAL

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I think I'm going to start a new friends only journal soon. But at another date, when I have more time ( Read more... )

I attempted calling Dan last night and he was being all "I love you, but it's your fault and I hate you." So I'm done with that, now ( Read more... )

Many things have been happening. Sort-of. In a way. But not really ( Read more... )

Ryan, I must admit, I'd love to see you in a french maid costume. And pillaging small villages would be fun, too ( Read more... )

Hmm, things are looking a little better lately. I've been meeting a lot of new boys. Which is good, since they distract me from the depression I go into if I think of Dan ( Read more... )

Oh, who am I kidding. I love Dan. There is absolutely nothing I can do to change that. But he probably hates me by now. He's the only person I've ever cared about so much. Even through all the flaws. I want to spend the rest of my life with him, but I've completely ruined everything. I don't know what is wrong with me, but I can never figure ( Read more... )

I believe that Dan and I will never exist as one again. Oh precious heartache, why do you torture me so? My heart is being ripped apart and thrown in the air like confetti. I always did like parties, though ( Read more... )

Minnesota was fantabulous. Except now I'm getting depressed because I miss certain people now more than I did before. Especially since I'm so alone down here ( Read more... )