can't believe it's over

I really do, he's amazing and i can't believe it's actually happened, i can't believe he's felt the same for as long as i have. Every time i see him or think of him my day gets better and i can't help but smile. It's great what's going on but it sucks cuz i'm actually happy but everyone else is going through a lot of roughness. I know he'll get ( Read more... )

So things are idk, i'm not exactly myself some days but other days i'm completely myself...idk what to do...so this kid and i are "together" but i haven't seen him in 3 weeks and he wants to fuck me, uh yea FUCK THAT he can kiss my ass...i can't wait for tomorrow tho so i can finally be in 'his' arms again, damn did i miss that boy...thank goodness ( Read more... )

So i'm actually happy, well pretty happy...stuff on my mind is bothering me still tho but i don't think that's gonna change any time soon but that's life i guess...things are going pretty well in general too which is great i'm actually liking this senior year ad ni'm soooo glad i'm not in lakeland anymore that place sucksss i went to visit a few ( Read more... )

So my birthday started out ok when it was 12 at night and then when i woke up later from actually sleeping it went down hill because james andi broke up, on my birthday )= which sucks but i made him feel lke the asshole he is and it's all good and i'm happy to be single again i kinda missed the single life i felt like i was single but i really wasn ( Read more... )

This summer has been amazing except for when my dad and i got into those really bad fights but things are better now thank goodness....so my sister's kitten, Memory, is soooo cute omg she like country music, disney music and metal music lol it's cute...anywayss this weekend started off amazing and ended really well too, friday i saw my baby ((= cuz ( Read more... )

Finally, I'm a senoir and even better...i don't have to go back to lakeland next year (or should we say fakeland)...things are going pretty well even tho my friend and i got into a fight which really pissed me off cuz of what she said but w/e i really honestly don't give a shit anymore. i'm so done with all the high school drama and bullshit...yes ( Read more... )

wow he's lucky i love him lol...anyway today was a bullshit day i had to go in for 1 period and then i came home and slept till like 10 then i went to tech at 12 left at 12:45 and came home and chilled when i got a fone call from <3him<3 yayy i'm so happy i talked to him again, i miss him soo much and i wished him a happy birthday cuz he's 18 today ( Read more... )

So hopefully i'll be taking the 4 hour next year (= which means 4 hours of tech and 4 hours of james and that's it, i go home, everyday ( Read more... )

things were going ok but i was a little worried about my relationship then all of a sudden my relationship is perfect but everything else was starting to fall apart...now? i have no clue what's going on...my relationship is almost perfect, it'd be better if he wasn't grounded and didn't have to go to court and stuff but besides that it's pretty ( Read more... )