Gwen Stefani concert may 18th and i'm gonna get tickets for warp tour with audrey...can't wait till summer...i'm gonna drive to see my baby <33 (=

It's raining...beautiful...no sarcasm there...today was the same as everyday...people needing to shut their mouths and stop talking shit about others...i don't understand people...they complain and complain and bitch and bitch about people talking shit about them...but then they do it too...and for no reason...you can do nothing to them and they ( Read more... )

I love him (=

He's amazing at times but at other times i just want to punch him...idk what to do...i wanna say i love him but i can't...i don't believe in love anymore i believe in feeling safe feeling important and cared for having that feeling when you look into each other's eyes...that's what i feel when he's here...i feel connected to myself a little more ( Read more... )

I don't know how to describe it anymore i'm not numb but i am i'm not happy but i am and i'm not depressed but i am...i'm doing stuff i shouldn't be doing, stuff i told myself i would never do again but when i do it i don't feel it i don't feel it after i do either...it's scarey i guess...my friend is worried about me an yelled at me for doing it ( Read more... )

I can't wait...i'm soooo done with this "catching rides" bullshit my road test is coming up and i'm deff gonna try my hardest to pass and then i'm no longer taking the crappy bus, no more tech bus for me ((= seriously tho there is way too much fucking drama on that bus and it's getting rediculous,fucking idiots need to leave me and pat alone cuz he ( Read more... )

Awesome weekend...shopping and seeing the boy on friday then wendy's and drinking(not too much cuz it tasted like crap)...work then getting the tree on saturday...sunday at 12 went to the city and that night i saw the nutcracker ballet which was amazingggg...monday went shopping in the city ALL over...i had such a great weekend!! ((= OMG I LIKE ( Read more... )

I really like him, he's soooo sweet and sooo cute ((= i wanna go out with him soo badly and i think i'm getting closer to the point where he will...if we go out i'm gonna be uber happy and i haven't been this happy in a longgg time and i haven't felt like this in a longg time ((= i'm so glad things are finally getting better!

Wow i've realized so much lately how much i really despise this school...it's not even funny, people in it are so immature and rediculous...i love going to tech it's the only thing i look forward to each day...i've noticed i'm not really friends with people i used to be uber close with and the thing is, it doesn't bother me, i'm like in my own ( Read more... )

I'm so happy that i don't need to be in a relationship to be happy i mean don't get me wrong i would like to be in one but at the same time i love being single, there is no drama, no bf being worried i'm friends with so many guys that he wants me to make more girlfriends so he doesn't feel as threatened, and i love just being able to flirt with ( Read more... )