you know... i've rediscovered my interest in some music i used to induldge in... take for instance, Sarah McLachlan... good GOD how some supreme being gifted her with that voice?! wow.. her new CD afterglow is infinitely wonderful... im in love with her song fallen... im the kinda person that will listen to the most played track until im entirely ( Read more... )

i finally understand ( Read more... )

i wonder ( Read more... )

a disconcerning way to wake ( Read more... )

city swallows trees ( Read more... )

i feel the tears, quivering, forming, deeply set under my eyelids... i need words from a friend... i need a hug... i need her... i need to understand... i need to read, i need to read words, i need.. need need need.. how fucking selfish can i be... im tired of being selfish... you know what i want? candles... i want candles and a harvest moon... a ( Read more... )

welp... this is most interesting of months... most busy of months, considering EVERYTHING... most stressful... most of ALL... shit i dont know, im just tired... im starting to write a little more, which makes me happy... writing does make me happy... a lot of things make me happy that i am discovering... spending time with friends? jeez... i dont ( Read more... )

so the weekend was crazy, im down with that... its started friday... with work... that was fine and dandy... hung out with mike for a few lil bits... went home... sat. worked, came home, hung out with belle, and sparked quite a quarrel with my beloved... we argues and argued until our cheeks were burned from the heated discussion... and hugged and ( Read more... )

i wrote than poem... for what reason i dont know.. sometimes, i hate recognizing my super humungoid pet-peeves... and when i actually recognize what i hate about myself... i still continue to do them...i got into a very large argument with tiff this morning too... i felt like absolute shit... its horrible to argue.. especially when all i want to do ( Read more... )

Days ( Read more... )