The idea of planning ahead other than projects I'm currently working on being completed in the near future....that idea is quite beyond me. I think about next month or next year etc...and I'm a blank. Nothing is penciled in and I feel like there is this giant canvass of uninhibited possibilities...the problem is the motivation and the inspiration ( Read more... )

Well, everybody that I know is basically done doing the livejournal thing. I stopped for a long time because I got to personal on here. Now, I realize nobody is going to read this crap. So, I'm typing again. In general I just want to type though. I miss the days of having to write pointless papers and the feeling of accomplishment when those ( Read more... )

Danceworks opens tomorrow. I'm loving the whole dancing all night for rehearsal thing. Too many pretty girls are there though, it's distracting. Weird that I find cute girls distracting though...I mean, I should like seeing them shouldn't I? Maybe the problem is that I like seeing them, but want to focus on the dancing. I'm single now and I ( Read more... )

So, It's about eleven at night and I just made a Jack's pizza and am currently eating it in front of my computer (obviously). I'm waiting for Jenny to get done eating at IHOP with her friends so she can call me and we can talk most of the night. It's weird, but I rely on my nightly (usually) conversations with her. The odd thing is that I'm not ( Read more... )

I honestly light up when I talk about her. I can't figure it out. Why does the thought of her make me feel so good? I feel open and vulnerable, and the slightest things have been tipping me off lately. At the end of the day hearing that stupid AIM beep and knowing it's probably her makes me feel better...like the day is complete. I don't even ( Read more... )

Allright, now don't laugh, but I have started what so far is basically an online romance...I have met the girl in person before the AIM dialogue began, but we've been talking for at least an hour every night since I got back from the Theatre festival. I really like this way of getting to know her. It prevents me from turning things into something ( Read more... )

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I need this semester to end...for some reason everything is stressing me out and even the happy things aren't getting me giddy. I need that ultimate relaxation that only a lot of home made food and grama's couch can bring. Otherwise, the news is overall good news. I put up audition info for "Sexual Perversity in Chicago" today, and am holding ( Read more... )

Well, the short lived Thanksgiving break is over and I'm preparing for the last couple weeks of the semester. I currently am staring a large paper on my familiy right in the face and will hopefully have that finished before rehearsal tonight at 6:30. Once that is done I have some scenes to find for ACTF and a show to do next weekend. I just have ( Read more... )

I don't write many serious and meaningful journal entries, but here's one ( Read more... )