I feel like shit. My hamster Blackie(BB) has cancer in his leg and he was doing fine until a few days ago. It got bigger and now he's  really sick... I have to put him to sleep tomorrow and I feel guilty because I think I should've done it sooner.  Now I feel like I'm killing my child.... I cant ever have anything good happen in my life.

 WOW!!!!!! drama today like no other. My parents have been living with me since sat. and it was going good until today... Of  course they had no work for them so they come back to my house and pedro starts drinking at 9 in the morning..by noon he was hammered and we all were out helping them look for a place..and he says to stop at the liquor store ( Read more... )

aight..been a minute since ive been on here.. but i just gotta get this out ( Read more... )

wow, so it's been at least two years since i've written on this thing... I'm still with my boyfriend Jessy. Weve been together for two years now. We actually live together. I'm in college. yepp i finally graduated!!!! i'm an art major and i'm going to get my associate's degree. i have a hamster named blackie and i still have my cat precious. thats ( Read more... )

HAPPY ST.PATRICKS DAY!!!!!!! i love the fact that people are already getting drunk. so fun!!! so yea im at my boyfriends house rn n we decided to skip. wat else is new?? schools the same-boring as hell. can't wait for summer. going to lake champion in ny and going to nyc!!!!! yayaayayayayaya... ummmm... idk wat else to say.

wow......just wow!!!! its been soo long that i dunno where to start. ummmm......kkkk so i was recently dating this kid nick for a while and we actually just broke up cuz of alot of bullshit. i have alot of hard classes and have been wicked busy w/colleges and academy night things. umm... i was in colorguard and i have this awesome military class. ( Read more... )

kk so tomorrow is moving day. woopdy doo...... nah i'm cited cuz i get freedom. me and doug are now finally going out. haha!!!!!! we talk a lot on el telefono.sp???? haven't done much ummm... got a bit o tan and went shopping but thats it. school on monday. oh joy!!!! yep.. i spent like a majority of my life watching movies and drinking slushies. ( Read more... )

i soooo love being 16!!!!!! haha.. yea so i'm grounded for a bit and well i not gonna get into that story. i'm sposed to go to prom w/jeff. he goes to groton. but i un want to really cuz i don't kno him well enough. i haven't been on here in like ages and i got a haircut yest. it looks cool cuz its in the front and its layered but its weird to ( Read more... )

kk so i'm talking to brandy and carrie. its sooo funny... tomorrow me,brandy, carrie, rorie,jeff,robbie,and jeff. haha!!! ummm.... today erik and i broke up. i'm not sad or nething tho. talked to matt a lot today.

k so the coolest girl came up yest and we hung out. she leaves tues. but its cool. we caught up on things and it was fun