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Sometimes I wish Lacuna, Inc. was real. Just forget the ones you don't want to remember. -
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It's getting harder to be there for people who don't seem to think/care enough to do the same for me. I pick up the pieces when they fall apart. When it's turned around some people are absent and really unsympathetic. Loyalty means a lot to me, but what am I being loyal to? One-sided friendships don't seem like something I want to keep around.
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Case of my wishful thinking
Hello, tell me you know
Yeah, you figured me out
Something gave it away
It would be such a beautiful moment
To see the look on your face
To know that I know that you know now
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LJ, what are you still doing here?
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I know I didn't fail, but it sure feels like it. Part of me knows that it's okay that it didn't completely work out. The other part aches because I wish it could be different. Some things are missing. I try to defend him and say that they aren't a big deal, but I also think being upset about lacking those things IS a big deal. Single me would send ( Read more... ) -
I'm not mad, I'm nervous
I wonder, sometimes, if I would care if this ended. The answer is yes. I think I would be an absolute mess.
I don't take silence very well. I need some kind of attention/communication. Just let me know that you're thinking of me, or even let me know if I AM bothering you. Not interacting for a whole days hurts.
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Boyfriend Week 3
Just breathe. Trust.
I get silly because I want to be around him most of the time. What is happening?
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Complain complain complain
If one more person asks me to go putt putt...
I never thought I would actually complain about dating. It is exhausting. If nothing else, it's a huge learning experience. I just don't have anything resembling feelings towards any of these guys. I am not impressed. I really wish I was...but I'm not. Attractive, smart people are few.
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There's always and ebb and flow. The flood gates are open. I'm more excited about the ride this time. I seem to have a little control.
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Learning how to be not-busy= going to Target to buy clothes for when I get busy again. Oh, and toilet paper.