ok first of all, im totally dead right now. i was dancing with anna for 40 straight minutes. and dancing with a little baby is way different than homecoming, sheesh. anywho, today i amtroubled. i do not want to hurt the feelings of a friend of mine, but i like teh same guy she does. and so i dont what to do now. and the guy is giving me some ( Read more... )

i read this really sad thing about a guy who died when he was 21, i was sobbing by the time i was done reading it. what if i only lived until i was 21, or 18, or until the end of this week? was my life worth anything? i want to start living a life i can be proud. i dont want to put anything off until tomorow, i want to make a difference. you ( Read more... )

well i promised that i would post, but i cant really remember what i was gonna say. Bene (its what his parents call him, isnt that cute?) was very cute today. first he was talking about sarahs letter, cuz we had to read them out loud, and he kept saying 'i love you' which was amazing, cuz his accent was just... idk. also, he says 'hug' funny. its ( Read more... )

so i went to practice today, which was pointless, because i wasnt even in teh parts that we did. grr. anywho, i found out that lyles gonna talk to mrs keller, and be like 'well, ill do it, but i can only come to practice once a week' and we think keller will says thats fine.... cuz, well, its lyle. so, after practice i went to work, to do some ( Read more... )

well, its all over. tryouts are done. we shall see how it goes. its hard, because you wanna ask your friends how you did, but they have to say you did well. so idk. and it wont even matter that much how you did. its all up to your suckuppiness to mirs. keller. god i want a part. if i dont get a part, i think i would honestly start crying. and that ( Read more... )

so im about to leave for work but im gonna leave a quick post about field day. i thought it was flippin awesome. its was fun, kinda cold, but not freezing. the best was the teachers volleyball game. we lost, but it was awesome. we sat by deuschie too. hes so cute. kelly said he wasnt, and sorta made fun of him, but... hes such a sweetheart. ARGH. ( Read more... )

I believe i have finally found the reason that we dont like 98% of guys at NW. you will notice that i said guys. that is because a boy or a man can be a guy. however, i beleive that most of the male population at NW are boys, and what we really want is men. I have come to this realization after getting crushes on most of the guys at my work, and ( Read more... )

school started last week, and i had to workl like every day after school, its so depressing. never work unless you absolutely HAVE to, and even then, try to get money out of your parents first. this is sucking all the fun out of life. anywho, my schedules like ooook. brit lit i dont like, but most of my friends are in it. and of course i stongly ( Read more... )

why me? honsetly. today was a sexy beast day. remember annnoyin boy (aka sean) from my last post? well hes in my drivers ed class. so i started out my day by going to drivers ed, which we got out of early. sean came over to talk to me, hes hilarious! he goes to adams, but i forgot to ask him how old he is. i wanna know now ( Read more... )

i picked up an extra shift at work today ( Read more... )