Appropriately, rain indicates tears and the releasing of pent-up emotions. If we have been feeling low, then we are being made to realise that now is the time to let go. Rain as itself, as well as symbolically,can refresh and wash away.It may be that we need to cleanse ourselves of someone or something.

In my life where I am, everything is perfect, whole, and complete. I NOW choose calmly and objectively to see my old patterns, and I AM willing to make changes. I am teachable. I can learn. I AM WILLING TO CHANGE. I also choose to have FUN doing this. I choose to react as though I have found a treasure when i discover something else to release. I ( Read more... )

What happens? It's so easy to fall right back into where you just pulled yourself from. I dont even know what to write right, i just needed to get this, what ever this is Out.

Heeey!! I haven't really posted in awhile, but here i am now. I've been going to school which has been super great actually, studying hard, preparing dishes that i havent really done before, obviously. There's also alot that i have done and covered but it's always good to do it over and over again. Practice does make perfect, and well I definately ( Read more... )

Well it's thrus @ like 12:59am..and i'm in ONtario. WHHOOOOPIEEEE!
I landed On Monday @ 9:41pm, was welcomed by Matthew, Anne, and my Dad twas so nice to see them!! I mean shit it's been only four months since i've been here but it's always nice to see family at this time of year. So ha ha monday night didnt really do much stayed up to about 1:30 or ( Read more... )

I don't know why i do these things to myself? over and over again. when will i learn?

Last night was pretty quiet, wrote down some recipes, attempting to watch tv. Nothing was really on surprise surprise. made myself some turkey nachoes, they were tasty. Talk to Anne for online, i'm a little worried about her, but i'll see her soon and we can talk. So I woke up this morning with a nose bleed, and shit ithasbeenawhile since i've had ( Read more... )

No sleep ( Read more... )

*Maybe you could direct me
To the right - the right train of thought
Because you see I don't think that I am on it
'Cause it's foggy down here
I'm along and I'm scared*

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