engulfed by determination and its best friend motivation, with its lover inspiration. fuck second thoughts. im all in. dedication nation. layers, layers, layers. sleep an inconvenience. eating food to only physically live. im gonna do it, i am fucking doing it. switches, switches, switches. doubtless mind. thumping heart. bumping body. all together ( Read more... )

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dekum youll never get me lying on a couch,
but you sure as hell get me.

i could tell you how it all started. birthdays are personal, especially as a kid where that specific number signifies so much; presents, parties, cake. four years old whispering in my mind over and over again 'february eighteenth, remember that, thats your day!'. seeing it in numbers floating around, 2-18-86. learning the alphabet, yet another ( Read more... )

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exactly midnight and christmas is over in calender terms. it wont feel over for me until i fly back to portland. just arrived here tuesday from a shared cab ride w dennis to pdx, only to catch an earlier flight from stand by. carla in her green bug picked me up, greens (from portland i had sent down) all reds in a leather fanny pack. jamming to the ( Read more... )

cabin fever. cabin fever. cabin fever. cabin fever. cabin fever.
neg 69 degreez fever more like it.


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