why is the human heart so complicated and ridiculous at times. allow yourself to be vulnerable and in creep the demons. the uncertainty can be overwhelming.
silly girl, why do you let be so?
why do you not listen and trust what you heart tells you?
the darkness only comes to distract you.
it wants to pull you away from what is true.
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i got to hang out with my babies a little last night. i haven't been able to spend much time with them since i left.

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i've only been in the office for one hour and all i can think about is my bed. my head hurts. ~d xo

this is for....well, you know who it's for....


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let's run away
far far away
to where morning and evening kiss
we'll scream from the tallest mountain
lie in the softest grass
play in a cool stream
hide among the clouds
not a soul could find us
i can almost smell the air
then, we could be
just be
~d xo

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always hurts the same in the morning. i wish we had nap time! ~d xo

come save me!

i know a man who makes everyday feel like; hot coco at christmas, the easter bunny, a shooting star, birthday wishes, bare feet in the sand, fire flies, one single snowflake, cold beer on a hot day, getting your back scratched, good food, the smell of rain, a road trip, vintage wine, sprinklers, goose bumps, butterflies, four leaf clovers, gold ( Read more... )

i'm so tired of feeling like a fuck up. no matter what i do it's not good enough. it's always been that way. i don't want to cry anymore, maybe i should get a new job. on the phone today, he told me that he doesn't want to see my face anymore. then he felt for overreacting and apologized whenever he got back to the office. the company will hurt if ( Read more... )

why do i think bad things about people i don't even know? maybe it's the protective lioness within me. woe to the fools who hurt the ones i love! ~d xo

so i guess things aren't as bad as i thought. actually they are going rather well, which seams to be a good sign.

the first night at my place was great thanks to my new favorite! he just keeps getting better and better...

~d xo