i hurt lorens's feelings today. he asked if i wanted to go out with him on my birthday. i have plans. plus, i feel bad, but i don't want to be around him much anymore. when i see his face, i feel guilty. it's silly, i know that i have done nothing wrong, just can't help it. i did love him, a lot. seams like ages ago. for so long i've been going
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