so far it has been a pretty good day, so far. lol. I got to talk to my baby today so I guess that always makes me feel better. Me and jose are doign good on our savings so i can come visit his in december, i cannot wait, i miss him so much but we will be okay though. we dont have to see eachother 24/ 7 to be together. i have his love and thats all ( Read more... )

Sometimes things dont work out hte way that you want them to and u have to move on, its hard but i guess we can make it through this. I was hopin Id see him before next summer but im just thankful i get to see him them instead of never, ya kno? Well anywho i had a pretty good weekend i went to BP with crystal and ashley and pumped gas for charity ( Read more... )

Yea Emily told me we couldnt go now, didnt surprise me any i wasnt expecting to get to go anyway, nothing is free anymore. the only free thing is love and at least i have that now.i am dissapointed that we spent between 130-150 to get me ready to go and that i dont get to see jose, and mommy and daddy but we will be okay, i have to get joses ( Read more... )

I love my baby so much he is the sweetest and greatest guy ever, he makes me happy and lets me know that i am a beautiful person everyday. Everyone keeps doubting us since he is going to be gone for so long, but i think they doubt us because uv their own insecurities. well n e who em says the trip is now going to be this weekend and she can tell me ( Read more... )

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this kid down the street hes really cool his name is Bj. He owns so much. I wish I was as cool as him but im not. Life is so unfair sometimes. Someone tell me how can I be as awesomer as Bj. I Know I could never amount to his coolness....*sigh* I was going to go see Jose but Emily is messing with my head ( Read more... )

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Well i talkd to emily today n she said in order to advance to the tournament in puerto rico she has to play in a game friday and its 6 hours away so we cant leave saturday now. She says we cant leave until like sunday or monday now. Thas okay tho as long as i still get to see my baby. I miss him so much and its onli been a month and 2 days. It ( Read more... )

I will be leaving soon and I will miss everyone so much but I am so happy I get to go. I miss jose so much and Im sorry to all the fu fus that miss him and cant see him i wish i could take you along with me. Ow i think I just got bit by something.lol. ow my arm itches.anywho...crystal dont have to move now, im so happy i dont need no one else ( Read more... )