I really really REALLY don't feel like reading for Christology cuz if I do, I think my brain will explode, so I'm updating this after like two years of not updating. You can only imagine how much I hate reading for Christology then haha Anyways, wow tons has happened since my last update. Dated Eric for 2+ yearsish. He broke up with me. Oh well, ( Read more... )

I'm really annoyed because I updated this and wrote a lot and then LJ deleted it on me for no apparent reason. And now I can't get it back. Thanks LJ. I really appreciate that. So now I'm not taking the time to redo that entire entry and I'll just stick my college essay in here. Feedback please =)

Despite our countless number of unimportant fights, ( Read more... )

Sooo I'm updating just for my dearest Beth ( Read more... )

So cut my wrists and black my eyes, so I can fall asleep tonight or die. Because You Kill Me, You Know You Do, You Kill Me Well. You Like It Too and I can tell. You Never Stop until my final breath is gone.

.dedicated.And y'know what, I hope you're happy when my final breath IS gone. I hope you're happy that you got what you fucking wanted. Yea, ( Read more... )

So I broke my "non crying" phase. Crying right now actually ( Read more... )

How much you wanna bet you'll even read this entry. Because I don't think you will. You might be reading these first few sentences. You might even continue on and read the first couple sentences after this intro. But I know you won't read the entire thing. *points down* 'Cuz to you it's all worthless. But there's so much more to me than I think ( Read more... )

Who Can Say If I've Been Changed For The Better But...

*sigh* So I think I'm in a good mood.

yea... "I think" is the key word there lol:P

Today was good for the most part.

Except that I had to miss PA *tear* and to think... today was the one day that I was actually REALLY EXCITED to go to PA... just my stupid luck *kicks bad luck*

Then I had my new ( Read more... )

I found this in an old book of mine and thought it fit well...

Please Hear What I'm Not Saying... Don't be fooled by me ( Read more... )

Wow... so this is the first time in a couple days I've cried. Amazes me.

But this'll be a short entry.

Do people not realize how much even the smallest tiny little things they do hurt me?

Or do they just not care...You should know who you are ( Read more... )

He Could Be That Boy...

Soooo again... haven't updated in a while.

Ummmm I guess I'll start with yesterday, since not really much happened.

So *sigh* yesterday sucked majorly...

I recorded my stupid Band Midterm and it sucked. Which stressed me out and aggrivated me and frustrated me and got me angry at myself to an EXTREME extent. To say the least ( Read more... )