he called me. we talked. it was nice. but now i miss him. more than i have all year. i miss talking to him everynight until one of us fell asleep holding the phone to our ear... i miss calling him and hearing his sweet niece yell into the receiver "i love you iwah!"... i even miss his voice while he laughed and made fun of every "blonde-moment"
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last night around 9 oclock i was taken from my room to watch the worst johnny depp movie i have ever personally seen. ((those of you who have seen charlie and the chocolate factory should know exactly what i'm talking about
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after such a long week, tonight was needed. a peaceful lake, beautiful stars, yummy drinks, good conversation. this is what life is about. not stupid parties or fleeting crushes. you may have made me cry tonight, but you couldn't ruin it. i wouldn't let you
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so for those of you who do not know or wish to know the details:
this time last night i had a 98 white ford explorer in my lap. after stopping, looking, and looking again at a stop sign on hammett rd. i began to move across an intersection. i do not remember anything for about the next 45 seconds. i do remember realizing that our car was on the
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i spent the past hour reading recent entries on livejournal and decided it was time for me to update. so i dusted off the cobwebs which have formed since last year and dug around in my brain for the password.
this weekend could should have gone better. you should have made me happier. i will never understand the need for such a well-crafted facade
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okay. so i've convinced myself it was a joke. she was smiling, but it was the laughing sort. but seeing that hand on display and hearing that word... i thought i was over him. i truly thought the fling would come and go, and i could hand him back to her without pain or heartache. but this is a new kind of pain. an all new experience of tears and
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