i am now going to be using a journal i created in august...I won't give the user name because...I doubt anyone will read it anyways...

I didn't wanna do this but...It is better for the time i am in VA my and Juliet aren't together...Only i will understand why i am doing this...She needs to experiance something new...She needs to just do her without any worries of having a girl or man...As for me whatever happens, happens...Maybe Juliet finds someone better then me...Then i will ( Read more... )

Once upon a time i was happy...I got into my last relationship...With a beautiful, nice, caring, outgoing girl...She made me so happy and to this day she is th eonly one that can make me really smile...But i took that all for granted...I am left with nothing...It's nobody's fault but my own...So i didn't go to school i let down my mom and most of ( Read more... )

We held hands on the last night on earth ( Read more... )

Walked away, heard them say ( Read more... )

I am really fucking pissed...I'm so fuckin gpist i'm blasting music rite now...and i'm not allowed to but fuck it...I'm furious...On top of that i have a really horrible feeling inside of me...I feel very anxious...I feel mean...I feel like killing somebody...I'm fucking heated...ANd to make shit worse the yankees fucking lost...GOddamnit man...O ( Read more... )

Damn i'm sick...Juliet left a while ago...I started crying like a little bitch...I'm just fed up with life...My mom said she wants someone to take temporary custody of me...Okay???!...Who in their right mind would want a kid like me?...Don't get me wrong...Anyone who takes custody of me i would kiss there feet...I swear to God...But idk...I know ( Read more... )

I feel worhtless...I feel less then nothing...My mom can can never talk to me she always has to yell at me.Lately she has been telling me things like nobody likes me because i'm lazy and she told me before that i wasn't good for nothing...Because i don't help her...FIne thne i'm gonna clean and i don't wanna hear another word...And if she decides ( Read more... )

My family is all acting real shady ( Read more... )

Artist: 40 Below Summer Lyrics ( Read more... )