I sincerely hate you with a passion.

I remember seeing his little helpless body in that hospital and I couldn't really handle seeing him that way. I cried as I watched him cry and thought to myself "this is the only person I will love this much in this world." I held him in my arms as we drove to there and he fell asleep with the bloody rag around his tiny hands. I want to be there ( Read more... )

If I could cut you from this world, I would because you are a mother fucker! That's all.  

I remember sitting there thinking he was a old prophet reincarnated. His words came out so casually and the meaning much more deeper than I can imagine. He told and showed me of different moon angles and of the sorrows in his lyrics while she played the guitar in that blues kind of way. I woke up the next morning angry that I had to go home so ( Read more... )

I feel like I should have had an 8 o'clock curfew from the Stafford Juvenile and Domestics Center a long time ago. Then maybe I could have done better in school this year. Or found motivation. But I think regardless I would have always found laying in my room watching on demand or sleeping a lot more appealing than studying or doing homework. I ( Read more... )

We were sitting outside as they smoked cigarettes and talked about the past few days. We thought we should not be antisocial so we tried to walk in the door. The music turned off along with the lights and there were 20 people in the basement. He screamed for everyone to shut the fuck up. People commented and said they couldn't come in without a ( Read more... )

It is 7:59 am, April 2nd.
I have not gone to sleep since 10:20 am April 2nd.

I was up all night and I have no idea why. I have no idea what I did.
Except I do.
I talked on the phone with Erin for an hour.
I tried to go to sleep but failed.
I put on the TV but failed.
I took a shower and laid down but failed.
I watched TV but failed.
I did homework ( Read more... )

    I got wait listed for vcu ( Read more... )

I don't seem to have any support from my friends here about my decision. It's kind of mind blowing actually that my closest and dearest friends don't really support me in any way at all. I can't really help but wonder and I know there is two sides on how to interpret the actions but the one that is sweeter is really true? Guys, he's not really an ( Read more... )

I think I might have subconsciously had a feeling that this would happen but I thought it was too good to be true so I freaked out all week and wrote tons of notes to myself about me being all worried and sad and how I don't want to be heart broken. We hung out on Friday night until 5:00 am.Drive, park, drive, park again, drive, toast and coffee, ( Read more... )