Yesss I feel like that quite often. But if YOU'RE an insecure person you hide it well.. you're one of those girls people look at and are like "wow, she's really confident with herself, i want to be like that." && I'm totally not even just saying that. <3 you!
thanks megan...that comment honestly made me cry. i miss all of our talks and all of the advice you used to give me..even tho we don't talk much, i always feel like i can talk to you about anything and you'll listen. Thank you so much=)
HannaH my love...imaboycrzygrlDecember 14 2004, 01:31:44 UTC
HannaH dear, i'm hurting so bad for you right now. i totally understand how you're feeling and what's going through you're head, it sucks. i want to tell you everything will be okay, but i can't. because here i am 7 months later and i still cry myself to sleep sometimes. the only thing i can assure you of is that no matter what troubles you go through, your friends will be there, and ultimately... God will be there. i know sometimes it seems like you just can't go on, its soo hard. but just know that He has a plan, and this is all happening for the better in the long run. i dont know if you like hearing that (sry) i know people kept telling me that when i was in a lot of pain, and i was just like shutup you don't how it feels. but then i kept telling myself that everything will be okay, and eventually i forced myself to believe it. and even now things aren't okay, they still suck. but now at least i know that there's still something to live for. that sounds really overdramatic, but seriously for a while, i was just giving EVERYTHING
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Re: HannaH my love...dangitihatethisDecember 14 2004, 01:40:25 UTC
thanks linzie..i know that everything will work out for the best..but i really put my heart into *that*, and i didn't realize that i had given so much of my heart away..and now i feel like i've got nothing left...i know ive got a lot more heartaches and stuff to come, but this one hurts soo bad..and it's really no one's fault but mine..i just gave too much of me away. I love you so much..and honestly, you've helped me more than you know.
this is beth, i can't post normally sorry
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December 14 2004, 01:32:02 UTC
hannah!! you have no reason at all to be insecure! you are amazingly pretty and you have one of the best personalities ever! i swear i'm not just saying this!! i hope you are super happy at cactus and if for whatever reason you can still come back to DV if you need....too bad that bomb threat wasn't real uhh? haha jk
awwww hannah dont worry bout it ur such a sweetie and a great person youll have no problem at cactus trust me you jus let me knwo if ne thing ever comes up lol luv ya kiddo
aww HANNAH im going to miss ya..Its going to be weird not having you at the lunch table .. BUT you will have fun in cactus you lucky duck!.... AWW my beautiful hannah to pretty that i cant discribe you in words .. I LOVE YOU >> AND OH DANG I READ what beth wrote we had a bomb threat lol??? umm feel me inn because i WAS at school and i didnt hear anything about that ...
haha...it was a funny bomb threat...but thats not the point lol!
Hannah i love you so so much. I think we should talk about this in person cuz im right around the corner....seriously. Cuz i wanna talk with you hm k.....so call me and we'll have a chat.
And where were you today????
HOw am i gonna live when you go to catus?? good thing we live next door. I would die otherwise.
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But if YOU'RE an insecure person you hide it well.. you're one of those girls people look at and are like "wow, she's really confident with herself, i want to be like that." && I'm totally not even just saying that.
<3 you!
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love ya lots
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yeah i didn't know about the bomb threat either! haha
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Hannah i love you so so much. I think we should talk about this in person cuz im right around the corner....seriously. Cuz i wanna talk with you hm k.....so call me and we'll have a chat.
And where were you today????
HOw am i gonna live when you go to catus?? good thing we live next door. I would die otherwise.
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and im glad we live around the corner, or else i'd die tooo!
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