time for an update. So as of Sept 28th I found out just how fucked up my neck really is. Long story short, I have a bulging disc in my neck at C3, C4. Its not fun. I had a cervical epidural today and it seriously feels like someone was playing around with my spinal cord. If this pain doesnt go away or lessen by tomorrow I am going to the ER b/c I ( Read more... )

So I start my clinicals in less than 2 weeks and I am nervous but I am slightly excited ( Read more... )

So I figure its time for an update. Mind you, I'm slighty tipsy from the Taste of Chicago. Le sigh ( Read more... )

on another sidenote, I just realize how utterly fucking stupid I was in the past. I just read some posts that go back to when I dated Kris until now and man I was a fucking moron.

Love (relationship-type) is fucking ridiculous. Pardon my bitterness.

alright, no more negativity from me today.

On monday morning my would-be aunt died from septic shock. Among other things that werent helping her already ailing situation. I dont really feel like going into detail about everything b/c I just dont have enough energy for it ( Read more... )

So I've come to believe that the world is made of illusions. Dont ask me to explain, I'm still in that thought process ( Read more... )

where do I honestly begin? So much shit has happened in the past week and a half. The majority of it is reallllllly bad. One thing I wont mention on here b/c its really private ( Read more... )

Man, I've been listening to too much Rodney Carrington at work haha ( Read more... )

I forgot how much I love NIN. Seriously. Lyrically and just the music is incredible. ::sigh ( Read more... )

So I've come to the realization that I dont really write in this. My thoughts change so fucking much that its hard to write anything down b/c it will most likely end up changing ( Read more... )