relocated

watching you

[but erasing myself
from the
scene]
im here but you're alone
wondering if you think
---the same things that i do

...its moments like these that i want to hold on to forever...

i find you in the darkest hour of the night and you set the world right upon its axis of subconcious and concious wiles. i find you to be the shadow behind my step and the north star of my heart and when you are far, you are near and when you are here, you are never too close.

/[never'too'close/]


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write me something beautiful, so i can have it when you leave me ( Read more... )

i need sleep?
sleep is the last fucking thing that i need.
i need some kind of justification for my actions... i need a sudden manifestation of an essence of something...wait... no..i dont know what i need

i need to find a comfort zone. this whole not sleeping nonsense has my emotions running wild and free. free for anyone to just walk by and kick... or even worse... just walk by.

i feel like i have given a part of myself away--leaving me somewhat alone. i guess you could say../
i dont know whats going on with anyone anymore. ive been living my life around two people. which i guess is okay, one less person that i have to worry about getting crushed by. i have a people-phobia, if you will--what ive noticed is holding on to ( Read more... )

some day you will read this and find out what goes on in this head of mine, if you dont already know

im kind of on edge about writing in this thing because you already read it and well... alot of what i have to say about him has to do with you-- but then again, you already know, dont you? yeah, you do. and i guess that you understand because i ( Read more... )

if i had my chance
id never let you go
i want to tell the world how beautiful you are

My eyes are so heavy, like bricks are tied to my eyelashes, I lay down to sleep, except, I dont.. I cant... I cant get you off of my mind. I choke when I talk, these words arent enough. My eyes are so dry, they are so loud, they scream. Im lost inside myself, inside of you... Im so lost. I dont know who turn to, I dont know where to go. Im so angry ( Read more... )